I just watched Love and Other Drugs starring Anne Hathaway and the guy who's dating/who dated Reese Witherspoon. The movie is actually pretty nice. I'd rate it a 8.2/10. A lot of nudity but I closed my eyes on those scenes anyway so. The movie left me with this indescribable feeling - I can't describe it, REALLY.
All I can say is that the movie made me think about my feelings towards other people. and when the guy there told Anne that he was selfish (something like that but I believe that wasn't really the word he used), and he only cared about himself and not anyone else. And people around him got used to it like "oh, that's just him. that's alright". and when he met Anne and he told her how she didn't see him like how the others did- a selfish prick.
That really made me think. I can say that I've been very selfish as well. I can't help it. Okay. There were a lot of times when I've been very self-centered and selfish and just someone who doesn't give a fuck about others. And there were also times when I cared too much. So, maybe my friends won't agree to this but seriously. They need to think about it. When I get tense and seriously care too much, the reason is probably about me. :| :( I don't know. Sometimes i'm just lazy. Like 2010's Christmas. I didn't text a lot of people. didn't reply back to a lot of people who even mentioned my name on the message (so yea, effort~).But I also did text people whom I remember. and I'm not being offensive, but those people who I texted/called during the holidays, they mean a lot to me. It's still selfish because. It's hard to explain but it's still pretty selfish to me. and no, I don't feel guilty. at all.
It also made me think how I'm incapable of..falling and staying in love.
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