Should have seen this coming

I should have known things would end soon. :) Now, I have to constantly remind myself that love isn't real. haha. (emo much?) but im serious. it was my fault to expect. and yes, i am deeply affected. :( T'was actually weird for me to express my "like" or "love" ( i don't know ) for this person..., and now everything's different. just different. I really should have seen this coming! :| Extremely Sad right now. :(

Library

We had our preliminary exam in Graphics. I was seated between Sari and Jicelle. :) After the exam, Jicelle, Carmela, Sari, and I went to McDonald's Espana and had our snacks. I don't know but I kept on thinking about some weird things. And I also couldn't stop thinking about this person that I really really really like. I don't know for some reason, I feel like this person is trustworthy and I just can't help liking him. I don't usually talk about these things on blogs or anything but I don't know. This person makes me very happy that I just don't care what others think. :))
It's really weird because last night, this person and I had dinner together. And yea, I usually get stiff when I'm around someone I really like but I did my best not to be shy. I didn't even know what I was doing! But I guess I just really wanted to spend time with this person. :)


So.
Going back! LIBRARY!
We were looking for books for our Filipino Pamanahong Papel (yea i know, Breva sucks ass).


I couldnt stop laughing at this!:

the worm's supposed to be cute and just angry at the world. HAHA then Carmela drew herself killing the damn worm ! AHAHAHA!

K, i forgot to publish this. :))

Unlucky Tuesday

We had our preliminary exams for Trigonometry and English today. I didn't study yesterday but I'm pretty sure majority of my answers are correct. unfortunately, our final answers should be all in black ink and I forgot that. :| FML, i know. But it's alright, Alec Soliman also forgot to ink his final answers. :))

We talked to Prof. Asuncion (I don't know if thats the correct spelling of his last name)and he told us that there'll be 2 points deduction for each item. So my legs went jelly! 3: HUHU. But hey, it's better than getting 4 points for deduction! And he assured us that we can still pass his subject because it's only the preliminary exams. And that there's still plenty of time to catch up. :| 

I don't know but... I don't really believe in 'catching up'. BUT BUT BUT, I'm going to be optimistic. :) 

So. 

We ate our lunch at Chew York. Chew York is a small restaurant in Dapitan on Asturias Street. The meal is delicious! :) I'm not kidding! Jicelle (a friend of mine) told us that the chef there worked for Sofitel before. maybe that's the reason why the food there is so yummy. 

HERE IS A PHOTO OF MY MEAL! 

T-BONE for only P95.00 :D 

And so Now I'm home. I just uploaded Ace's video. 

I HATE NOISES

I seriously hate this place - our house. I don't have privacy and EVERYONE won't shut the fuck up. I hate it. especially my mom. I'm so sick of hearing her voice! it's friggin krilling me!! :| SERIOUSLY. i mean, seriously, just please shut the fuck up. PLEASE! I know it's disrespectful of me to say these but I'm serious about making everyone her shut up. I don't make noises when they're sleeping or when they're doing something. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE NOISES WHEN I'M DOING SOMETHING? They're really not any help. Seriously. >:|
I'm going to move out someday if they won't stop blabbing about nonsense stuff. >:| because im going to suffer from severe brain damage if i won't. >:( I'm just so pissed right now. so FUCKING PISSED!
I'm going ignore them. :|

Love and other drugs and others.

        

I just watched Love and Other Drugs starring Anne Hathaway and the guy who's dating/who dated Reese Witherspoon. The movie is actually pretty nice. I'd rate it a 8.2/10. A lot of nudity but I closed my eyes on those scenes anyway so. The movie left me with this indescribable feeling - I can't describe it, REALLY.
          All I can say is that the movie made me think about my feelings towards other people. and when the guy there told Anne that he was selfish (something like that but I believe that wasn't really the word he used), and he only cared about himself and not anyone else. And people around him got used to it like "oh, that's just him. that's alright". and when he met Anne and he told her how she didn't see him like how the others did- a selfish prick.
         That really made me think. I can say that I've been very selfish as well. I can't help it. Okay. There were a lot of times when I've been very self-centered and selfish and just someone who doesn't give a fuck about others. And there were also times when I cared too much. So, maybe my friends won't agree to this but seriously. They need to think about it. When I get tense and seriously care too much, the reason is probably about me. :| :( I don't know. Sometimes i'm just lazy. Like 2010's Christmas. I didn't text a lot of people. didn't reply back to a lot of people who even mentioned my name on the message (so yea, effort~).But I also did text people whom I remember. and I'm not being offensive, but those people who I texted/called during the holidays, they mean a lot to me. It's still selfish because. It's hard to explain but it's still pretty selfish to me. and no, I don't feel guilty. at all.
         It also made me think how I'm incapable of..falling and staying in love.

Planners! and Rant.

       I'm not much of a planner but I got this Starbucks Planner... and now I'm using it as a diary. It's stupid. I just think it'll be a waste if I don't use it. Using it as a diary must be better than not actually using it at all! I just don't like making plans because when I plan something, I end up doing something else and the task I planned... is usually done not on the time I planned it to do. I honestly don't know why I even bothered to get the Starbucks planner. :)) I could have just given it to someone who REALLY wanted it. But I can't say I didn't want it. So I kept it. :))
      Sooo. about school, I've been very very busy lately with school works. Especially for the PGC Paper my friends and I have been working on. It's kinda crazy because we go online and we discuss what we need to put on the paper. It's friggin crazy because I finally experienced to stay up all night. :)) It's also demoralizing because of the fact that I didn't contribute as much ideas as my friends did. Why? Because. First off, I'm not really into the whole political blabla thing. Second, I'm not smart enough. Third, They're just really really really smart and they're really really really into those stuff. I mean, I can decipher what's being talked about in class and our topic for the paper.. but I just can't say anything because all their opinions and the facts they contribute into making the paper, are more accurate and just plain smart. But now it's over and I'm facing hell - preliminary examinations.
       I just hate it how minor subjects act as if they're major subjects. FILIPINO. my god. Filipino shouldn't be a difficult subject since I live in the Philippines and I'm a Filipino but damn it, Professor Breva makes it like it's HISTORY or something. I remembered last semester, we took this quiz on her subject and the questions were all about when did this happen, and where. I mean.. that's not Filipino! :| It's funny because our Philippine History test never once had a question about WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN.
      Yes, she's right that she's discussing whatever on the test but... IM TRYING TO MAKE A POINT HERE. :| Filipino is Filipino. Not history. not fuckin history. :| >:( And now, we have to read pages 15-100 something. :| Suck-ish.
      Ill rant some more later. I have to scan RC book's chapters 1-6. Wish me luck.