Saturday, July 31, 2010

National Bookstore

Yesterday, my dad and I went to National Bookstore in Quezon Ave to buy some books. I was looking for the book that we need for DES1, Graphics Standard Student Edition. Unfortunately, they don't have the book. So I just bought other books. I bought a book on Critical Thinking - Yes, I love the subject. :) a book on Serial Killers - For unknown reasons, serial killers fascinate me. Robert Fulghum books - All I Really To Know I Learned In Kindergarten and It Was On Fire When I Lay Down On It. I also bought a book by Linda Fairstein - hell yea! CRIME, and a Discovery Channel magazine. :) 
When we were already waiting at the counter, I saw someone wearing the same uniform as I was wearing. Only, he's a guy. He was with his mother and I could see that he bought big Architecture books. Then his mom asked me if we were block mates. And I said no. (I haven't even seen that person in our building before.) I don't know but they were waiting for someone. The mother offered us their turn and told us that they were waiting for someone but we kinda refused. This was a good thing because I don't want them to see what books I bought - SERIAL KILLERS. and I have no Architecture books in my cart - I don't want them to know that! 
I also saw Aibee from section 8. The pretty girl. She's really pretty. Even prettier when close. :) I talked to her, asked her if she was also looking for the book we need in Des1 (Their professor is also Prof Mercado). She told me she already has one. Sheesh, she's pretty. :D
And there you go, we went home and I was very sleepy so I was really kinda bitchy last night. 
I haven't started anything pa. I guess I should start doing my homeworks. 
:)

HAHAHA! So true. :D

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Quiz

The test in Filipino today was easy, IN MY DREAMS! (ha! I still can't get over the movie my block mates and I watched yesterday!) :))
Anyway, we have another quiz tomorrow. Written. Philippine History. Chapters... err? I don't know. Either it will be chapters 3, 4, and 5, or chapters 4, 5, and 6. And I think I'm pretty lucky because no one is on line right now. I don't feel like turning on my mobile phone so I guess I'll just wait for a block mate to go online. :) 
Today, our VT class ended earlier than usual because all we had to do was to finish drawing four shapes-no shading, just plain drawing. 
I feel really sleepy already. I can neither think properly nor stock these Historical information in my mind. I think it's best to sleep for awhile then I guess I'll just study History later. 
 

Friday, July 23, 2010

UPDATES

sorry for not blogging for such a long time


Update #1 :
                  I now have a macbook pro! July 7, 2010.

Update #2 :


                   My complexion is now darker. :|

Update #3 :
                   I am so fuckin' depressed right now and crying would probably be the only thing that can somehow help lessen the sadness, frustration, confusion, and misery I'm feeling at the moment.
                   Telling my friends what I feel won't be any help because I myself can't even analyze what is making me feel this way. I probably know deep down the reason of all this but I just can't seem to face the fact that it is the real reason of my current state of emotion. Yes, emo is the right word. And I thoroughly hate this. I try to be hyper and happy when I'm with my friends (block mates) but I sometimes space out and then I try to make jokes and try to laugh about it (because I really want to laugh), but everything seems fake. And I can't really tolerate being fake.
                   But now that I've thought about "the reason", it seems very shallow. I feel so shallow. I'm so immature. I don't know. I don't really want to be bad. I want to avoid hurting people as much as possible but sometimes I just can't help it. And I think that karma is getting its toll on me.
                   I feel like crying. :| I HONESTLY don't want  to hurt anyone. :(
                   I want to tell my friends what I think and what I feel but I don't really think they'd care. I don't really know where my thoughts are heading.
                   Also, I feel so stupid.


Update #4 :
                   Can you please tell me what the fuck is wrong with me?