Pissed At Everyone; Everything

I have ZERO (0) balance. I don't have cash. I don't have a job (yes, summer job) and I've got nothing to do. I'm not helping at all. My friends are planning to go for a trip next week and I still don't have the chutzpah to ask for permission and money from my parents. They would possibly allow me to go but since I'm not helping in the office and I KEEP ON GOING OUT (I can't help it), the chance of them giving me money for this outing seemed off for me. I doubt anyone can understand my situation. :| Well, to HELP you guys somehow understand my situation -- I went to this summer camp in China. As expected, it was pricy. Not to mention the allowance my dad gave me. :| So, there you go. GASTOS. Then, when I got back here in Manila, I still kept on going out. So my dad was like :

"Di ka na nakuntento. Nagibang bansa ka na nga kasama kaibigan mo. Lumalabas labas ka parin! Ang gastos mo."

I have to admit, my dad was right. But it's not like I can help it. Plus, yung mga lakad ko naman they're all for Welove Fad. Okay. Honestly, not all. But. Some of them were for Welove Fad and that's business and not plain lakwatcha. And somehow they don't understand that. I hate the fact that my dad is so thrifty. I mean, summer is almost over and I do want to enjoy summer. Since my schedule for college says byebye social life na. @_@ But I also can't blame my parents if they're already irritated. And yes, about the helping in the office thing... I WANT TO HELP -- I honestly do. But you see, whenever you go there, there's no job for you. You just sit there and wait for the phone to ring. There's no signal in the office so you can't use your phone. :| wala akong ginagawa dun. -_- And there's this one time.. I went there and I volunteered to write on vouchers, my dad told me that I can't because according to him, I don't know how --- (because I didn't spend enough time in the office to know how), INO -- Why not just teach me how instead of saying "YOU CAN'T blablbalbala", that happens a lot and that is one of the many reasons why I don't want to help anymore.

Hai. I just can't wait for college! :| Para naman 'di na ako bum. >:( =(

MY PLANS:

Photoshoot tomorrow at Jade Garden.

Thursday -- kuha lisensya

Friday -- Doctor

Saturday -- Going to UST with Jason Daytia and Andrew. Then jam sa house ko with Jason Lee and Earl Yu!

Sunday -- outing DAW with family. Don't know where. I hope di magddrive yung driver namin. (nakakainis na yun e)

Monday -- None pa. (wala. ayaw ko lumabas para payagan sa Wed. tutulong ako sa office kahit anong manyari!

Tuesday -- ayaw ko rin para payagan sa Wednesday. Same sa Monday

Wednesday -- yehey!

:( Sana matuloy lahat.