Friday, March 26, 2010

I survived !!!





YEY

Graduation Tomorrow




Our graduation day is tomorrow. Everyone is making a big deal about it. Yes, high school graduation happens only once but I don't really give a shit if it does. I don't really need to make it memorable. I feel lazy and everything.
I don't know but someone is making me feel bad (im pretty sure that person isn't intentionally doing that) because of something I have no control of. I'm sick. I can careless. I am pissed. At everything.
No one is helping and no one can help.
I just wish everyone would leave me alone.
I like being alone. I sometimes pretend I hate it. but I really don't. I enjoy every second of loneliness.
So please stop making me feel bad for liking loneliness.
I can't help it.
I'm tired.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Alumni Party

I had a lot of fun today! Probably because I spent 80% of my day without my mom? Kidding! HEHE. >:)
I was in the auditorium for this Alumni Party. I was late for an hour but the party started 2 and a half hours late. At first, the party was pretty boring and on my left was a girl who's not into talking and on my right was a girl who can't stop crying. This girl on my left was my classmate for three consecutive years and even though we were classmates, we never really clicked. We're okay and we're friends but we're just not close. She's kind and pretty and some say she's fun to be with though I can't spot any trace of fun in her. Maybe she is. Maybe she isn't. The girl on my right can't stop crying because she found out that the teachers were arguing whether to pass her or not. But that's not really the reason why she's crying. She was crying because she was on deliberation and is still on deliberation while her 'friends' who cheated from her is not on deliberation anymore; already passed the deliberation process.

We never really did anything during the party. We just ate our lunch there, talked, watched, and cheered. I'm one of the officers of our batch so I took the oath in front of everyone in the auditorium. It was bloody embarrassing and I can't thoroughly understand what we were reading because it was all in Mandarin! I kinda panicked for like a second but then I calmed down when the President of the CKSAA told us to repeat after him. (HEHE. I was worried because there was no zhu yin!) I'm not really an expert in Mandarin! :D
So after that, we just watched the performers do there "thang"! I really find Mark Dean and Mark So very talented! I was so impressed by Angeline Ngo's dance moves!! She was kickin' it! I was like WOW! This girl CAN DANCE! All of the dancers were awesome and their moves were wicked but Mark Dean, Mark So and Angge are the best dancers for me. :) I find Mabeth cute too! I even saw John Christopher Tiu on stage! I wouldn't notice him if Sheri didn't tell me! I never really thought he would dance ON STAGE. @_@
For me, that was the BEST performance. Second goes to the blacklights of the College! That was really cute! Made me smile throughout! and THIRD goes to i don't know. :)
I didn't like the Taylor Swift thing the college did! :-| We didn't have fun watching them perform but I can tell they had fun. It wasn't bad but it wasn't great, it was kinda funny (in a nice way).

I can care less.

Posting of the list of graduates is on March 20, 2010. That's on Saturday! :)
Rehearsal for graduation is on the 22nd --- a Monday!
See you guys! Let's all be positive!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

New blog!

I deleted my old blog, Outlet.
It was messed up so I had to make a new one. I'm going to be consistent in blogging starting now. Why? Because high school is over. Okay. Non-sequitor. The reason I made this new blog is because I simply don't want to keep the old one. It contained too much nonsense and crap. but I assume that this blog will also contain those two; Perhaps it'll contain more.
I can't really think of a good and attractive blog title. I was thinking of "Things I learned Today" since I have a journal also titled as that, but it's handwritten and the entries are all in bullet form. I'm going to change it as soon as I think of a really cool and appropriate title.
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I'm sleepy.